49 has actually always been my favourite number, when I was a kid i thought it was really clever because everyone's favourite number is 7 and 49 = 7 x 7.
Listening to a lot of jay z at the moment.
Omg I have been typing with headphones on and have not been able to hear the sound of my fingers on the keyboard, absolutely shocking, I have learned something there.
NEVER DON’T BE ABLE TO HEAR THE SOUND OF THE KEYS BEING HAMMERED, IT’S THE BEST SOUND IN THE WORLD.
Got my edit of jack the lad back, great start, but holy be-moses I have a lot to do which is both exciting and daunting.
Writing a story is hard and it’s not something I have ever done before so it’s new for me and I am learning about the flow of a story.
Yet it feels new and creative and challenging, it’s probably the most challenged I’ve felt for a while and I really feel like I need a big challenge.
The idea of starting a company and community and all that doesn’t really feel challenging to be honest, yet creating a story and a world that people could buy into feels really challenging.
If I am really honest with myself and I dream really big I want it to be a feature film, everything I watch, every great leader I listen to, they say dream big dream big.
Dream big.
If I dream big about my life I struggle to see past being the primeminster really, but I really do dream about that tbh….
Or I see myself in front of like a football stadium count of people talking about social change, talking about life, about community…
Dream big
I am going to keep dreaming big….
Keep dreaming.
For now it’s Jack the Lad as a feature film
And it’s turning Stoke into a globally recognised centre for creativity.
I want Twyfords I don’t know why, I want that Twyfords factory.
Yeah this is full crazy talk today.
This is the honesty of life in my head though, just thinking thinking, exploring… definitely feeling on point at the moment which is why the question of what’s the point is really funny to be honest because the point is here.
The point is me creating in Stoke.
That’s the point.
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